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TiCtAc(✧×✧)

sure, labels are useful, just like maps

yes, it is not bad to use a map

Hey you added a forum channel, i like those!

A question for lucid dreamers, or if anyone knows i need help. I entered into a lucid dream, and the first thing I did was looking for Sheen (tulpa) and ask the people there about him. Everyone in the dream doesn't know who he is, and I started describing him to them, but no one knows, and I noticed that all those I ask are strangers i don't know any of them. And when I try to imagine him behind a door or in a certain room, I still can't find him. Any advices, please?(sorry for my English)

Try calling out to him mentally like you would while awake?

Yuka

Try calling out to him mentally like you would while awake?

I tried that, but it didn't work either, but I always feel like I'm so close to seeing him. I think I should try harder with different mindset.

I'm not sure what to suggest on talking to him mentally and imagining him behind a door, if those didn't work other than to try again... but when it comes to dream logic, looking for him might be implying he's not there, so he'd be absent

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Yuka

I'm not sure what to suggest on talking to him mentally and imagining him behind a door, if those didn't work other than to try again... but when it comes to dream logic, looking for him might be implying he's not there, so he'd be absent

You're right. Do you think if I went to Reddit, I would find more people that can give me some advices on lucid dreams.

Maybe? I don't know @Reisen knows a lot about lucid dreaming

expect it, instead of just imagining it?

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did you try to let your tulpa to fall asleep?

KiTTiKaTTy( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧

did you try to let your tulpa to fall asleep?

Yeah we sleep at the same time

if you can’t see them in the dream then it’s probably you just sleeping, did you try to switch before falling asleep?

I’ve also been trying to summon something into my dreams. Not any if my headmates *yet^, but I think that will likely be next. Sadly, lucid dreams aren’t very common for me

3:17 PM

of my headmates yet *

KiTTiKaTTy( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧

if you can’t see them in the dream then it’s probably you just sleeping, did you try to switch before falling asleep?

We haven’t fully switched yet we’re still learning

everyone is seth now...

What the fuck

just wow

im

7:23 PM

help

what's up?

what

7:24 PM

NO

7:24 PM

why does the chat do that?

7:24 PM

is that a bug

Seems to be impacting all proxy bots. This is from Pluralkit's server.

7:29 PM

Just Discord being fucky. Let's hope that this time they do something about it.

7:29 PM

sad im not using a tupper

Seems to be impacting all proxy bots. This is from Pluralkit's server. attachment

@Seth || M&M (@leviine) - jump how is that a problem? do not fix what's not broken

its doing what it does with the bot pfps when clicking the profiles lmao

TiCtAc(✧×✧)

Seems to be impacting all proxy bots. This is from Pluralkit's server. attachment

@Seth || M&M (@leviine) - jump how is that a problem? do not fix what's not broken

Its a feature

7:30 PM

For madness sake

That'll always be like that during to the nature of what a webhook is afaik. The name mixups are likely fixable.

7:31 PM

For madness sake

@Desting 😎 (Con Cat)-(おひたし、お浸し) - jump identity roulette

did you guys ever felt you "wake up" after switching

9:52 PM

or that isn't normal and i should be concerned

9:53 PM

i even thought "oh my god i had a blackout switch" and got scared but then i tried to recall what happened today and i could do it

9:54 PM

i remember what the host did, it just feels like our memories are separated but i dont have amnesia

Emotional amnesia is also a thing, so you might be able to remember the event, but feel disconnected from it.

10:12 PM

We've personally experienced that feeling of "waking up", but without a blackout or amnesia.

hmm nothing you described sounds unusual

Mhm, it doesn't sound inherently abnormal, unless you've never experienced it before. Switching happens in all different ways for all different people.

10:14 PM

At least from my experience.

we never experienced it before

10:14 PM

but i have a theory

10:15 PM

host today was refering to our body as "the body" to disconnect from it

you know that people sometimes when they walk to other room experience what you described?

10:15 PM

but maybe even more, because they don't know why they came to the room

10:15 PM

and can't remember it

host today was refering to our body as "the body" to disconnect from it

@Cyno (@Adeus.) - jump not as "my body" like he usually does

10:16 PM

you know that people sometimes when they walk to other room experience what you described?

@KiTTiKaTTy( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧ (@KiTkAT( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧/jk) - jump i didnt knew this

host today was refering to our body as "the body" to disconnect from it

@Cyno (@Adeus.) - jump It might just be a stronger-than-usual switching experience. Referring to the body as "the body" might have just dissassociated herself from it, so it was easier for her to let go of front.

does this have a name?

sorry, he*

10:17 PM

I misread.

he is genderfluid so you arent really wrong

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does this have a name?

@Cyno (@Adeus.) - jump "doorway effect"

Unless it's causing actual distress or blocking functioning on a day to day basis, I wouldn't worry about it so much. If it was an undesirable experience for the both of you, maybe try switching without so much of the disconnection from the body part.

i would say it feels really great actually

10:19 PM

i just felt surprised, that's all

it seems like you just "leveled up"

yeah it makes me really happy before it used to feel like roleplay

congrats!

That's really great!

time for training black out switching.

10:23 PM

im joking lol

10:23 PM

that would be really dumb to do

i don't see a benefit of blackout switching

(i was joking)

10:28 PM

doing that would probably make us dysfunctional

i'm not sure if it would, but even if not i don't know why it's something someone would like

if it were something that we are 100% it could be shut off or turn on at will, we could try it, but there's no guarantee it would be safe

probably the reason for doing that would make it dysfunctional

so we wouldn't try it

Kitkat stop being everywhere at the same time

why

Mhm, we'd only ever like that ability if it was able to be shut on and off at will, but because of how unpredictable it actually is, there's no reason to want it that can't be fixed in other ways.

i'm on 3 other servers and group dm too

10:32 PM

and still bored

if it were something that we are 100% it could be shut off or turn on at will, we could try it, but there's no guarantee it would be safe

@Cyno (@Adeus.) - jump 100% sure *

The only reason I can think of for wanting it would be for the same reasons it happens with trauma; to escape and deflect it, but why do that if you can manage it in less disordered ways, is what I'm saying.

yeah that's why i'm saying the reason for doing that would make it dysfunctional

10:34 PM

just in itself it's fine

10:34 PM

but if it feels too nice and it becomes escapist strategy for you for example, it can become a habit and get out of hand

^ Essentually my line of thinking, and why it wouldn't work with us as of now.

10:35 PM

We have each other in system. My system is structured so that the strong protect the weak, and so we have a line of defense without needing to dissociate into the shadowrealm.

The only reason I can think of for wanting it would be for the same reasons it happens with trauma; to escape and deflect it, but why do that if you can manage it in less disordered ways, is what I'm saying.

@Atlas || M&M (@leviine) - jump before we were playing with the possibility because we always felt like we were roleplaying

10:37 PM

but now that this switch happened we don't really need it

Mhm, that's how it always feels with us, it's truly a validating experience.

Cyno

if it were something that we are 100% it could be shut off or turn on at will, we could try it, but there's no guarantee it would be safe

I'd try it under these conditions just out of curiosity

10:39 PM

What do you guys mean "wake up" from a switch?

i feel a bit sleepy

10:40 PM

and kinda calm/slow to think idk how to explain it

when I read a book and get invested in it, when I stop reading, it feels like I’ve just taken a nap. Is it that kind of thing?

@Skyler

(@Oragamal) - jump ~~ok now i remembered i'm dumb because i dont remember how this sensation is i should probably start to read a book again~~

10:44 PM

but what i can say is that it feels like our memories are separate but i can see them if i want to

that I can’t relate to, iirc

i can reach out to the host's memories